Too ready to blame herself,
she apologized even to her cat.
Locked into unworthy, she shouldered
a weighted bag of self-servitude.
Waddling... tottering, she was
on the brink of old fashioned calamity.
Advantage – everyone else;
game point – never hers… wearing
unnamed guilt dragged shoulders down.
Magnetic appeal to users, she was chosen
to display their depravity – just another
emotional burden added to the pile.
Moving wouldn’t help; she tried that.
Aimless, thumbing a recreation calendar,
her eyes stuck to Aikido – confidence builder…